Friday, July 08, 2005

it's the little things

lately the smallest things make me happy. that also works in the reverse, but in this case i'm on the happy side.

why?

my cell minutes kicked over this morning. i now have 999 minutes of talk time again! woo hoo! (of course not including my "free" night and weekend minutes)

pardon me while i do a little happy dance in the corner.

Thursday, July 07, 2005

i am a brat

not news to most of you, i know.

TURBO will not be here this weekend. nor next, as it stands now. he still has some things to take care of before he moves here.

i am WAY disappointed. so much so that when i was doing my "retail therapy" this afternoon (i bought charmed season 2 on dvd) that when i came upon this, i just HAD to email the link to TURBO with this little note: "something like this would be nice".

i am SUCH a brat!

what is wrong with the world?

bombs explode in london.

5 year old girls bodies are found.

i don't understand how God can let these things happen. i tell you, it shakes my faith at times.

my prayers and thoughts are with both the victims and their families in london and with evelyn miller's family.

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

has anyone seen her?

after seeing this on amalah's site, i feel petty and small for being frustrated about my small, insignificant problems.

frustration with a capital "F"

so TURBO is SUPPOSED to be here this weekend.

hmmm.

it's looking more and more like that's not going to happen. at least not this weekend. and while i'm trying to be a supportive girlfriend and not be judgemental and all that, it's hard.

i just don't understand what's holding him there. he quit his job. he saw his son. (which was one of his loose ends he wanted to tie up.) he saw his dad. (another loose end.) his birthday is today and he had said that he couldn't leave until after then.

his truck is in the shop getting some fancy paint job (paid for by a friend as it's a birthday gift.) so in all reality, IF he still is planning to move up here, like he says he is, he can't leave until he gets the truck back. unless of course, he doesn't get the truck painted. then he can just leave. right?

the biggest thing i don't understand is this: all he's done the last week is complain about how his family treats him like he's 5. yet, he doesn't appear to really be doing anything to get ready to leave.

and all this has done is get me more and more frustrated.

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

well hello

so here i am back at blogger. while i enjoyed my time at the kingdom, i decided that i wanted to do my own thing. it'll take me a bit of time to get this space feeling like home, but i hope you'll bear with me. in the meantime, feel free to look around.